In Jonah’s Shoes

Written by Julie

On May 12, 2020

God had “repented of the evil” (Jonah 3:10, KJV) that He said He would do to Ninevah; He had pity on them and forgave them, spared them, gave them another chance.

But Jonah. Ole Jonah was mad. Displeased. Angry. Upset. “I knew You were going to do this, God,” he says in Jonah 4:2-3. “I knew You were going to forgive them and have mercy on them. That’s why I headed for Tarshish! Now just kill me; it’s better for me to die than live!”

Now, if I had been in God’s place, I probably would have chewed Jonah out, and punished him for talking to me that way and for not caring about the Ninevites and for being upset that they had repented and been forgiven. I mean, how dare he, right?

But God didn’t do that. Instead:

Then said the Lord, Doest thou well to be angry?

The Lord replied, “What right do you have to be angry?”

Jonah 4:4 (KJV, CEV)

Just a short sentence. A question. “Is it good for you to be angry? Do you have any right?”

Is it? Do you?

If y’all are anything like me, you can get angry easily, quickly, and over the stupidest things sometimes. And we might have a reason, yes. . . But do we have a right? Is it okay for us to lose it, to flare up, to snap?

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Jonah left and made a shelter in view of the city; he waited to see what would happen to Ninevah. He wanted a front-row-seat to its destruction! And God caused a plant to grow over the shelter, to give Jonah some shade from the blazing sun. And then He killed it, and made the scorching wind blow and the burning sun beat down on Jonah, making him feel faint. Jonah again wished to die.

Then God asks him, “Is it okay for you to be angry about the plant? You didn’t make it, didn’t cause it to grow; it came up in one day and died the next. Yet you have pity on it; you’re upset about its death. Jonah, in Ninevah there are over 120,000 people who don’t know right from wrong; there are thousands of innocent children and animals–and you think I should kill them all and not have any compassion?”

Jonah gets a lot of, well, scorn, I guess. He’s looked down on. Seen as a bad example.

But let’s be brutally honest with ourselves: how many times have we been in his shoes?

How many times have we heard of some criminal and thought, “That guy is terrible; I hope he gets sentenced to life in jail”? How many times have we despised someone? How many times have we gotten angry over a crime committed, and prayed for justice, for that jerk to get what he deserves? How many times have we wished for God to rain down judgment on the terrible people, to stop the violence, to remove the agony, to return and make everything wonderful?

How many times have we looked at someone and wondered, “How in the world could he/she be forgiven?” How many times have we said, “It’s not fair, God! They don’t deserve this!” (not that we deserve salvation/life either, but anyway)? How many times have we not been excited to hear someone got saved?

Or how many times have we not cared? How many times have we been more worried/upset/sympathetic about material/temporary things than we are about a living person, an eternal soul? How many times have we begged God to save our house or repair our vehicle or help us keep our job, but didn’t ask Him to save our neighbor or repair that couple’s marriage or help so-and-so keep sober? How many times have we cried over a broken toy or dish or phone, but didn’t shed a tear over someone’s broken heart?

HOW MANY TIMES HAVE WE BEEN LIKE JONAH?

I’m crying, because I realize that I often don’t care–I don’t think about all the unsaved and hurting people; I focus on temporary things more than I focus on souls that will live forever; I don’t pray like I should, love like I should.

And I don’t want that. I don’t want God to ask me, “Do you well to be angry?” I don’t want Him to have to show me over and over that I care more about a “dead plant” than a “dead person.” I don’t want to be a Jonah.

So what do I do? What do we all do?

We ask for grace. For strength. For forgiveness and a second chance when we fail and fall. For wisdom and direction. For patience. For a soft heart and a sensitive spirit. For overflowing, abundant, everlasting love.

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I’ve always disliked the way the story of Jonah ends. I mean, God basically rebukes him for caring more about the plant than the people of Ninevah–and that’s it. We don’t know what Jonah replied or if he replied at all; we don’t know if he repented; we don’t know if he returned home, continued being a prophet, stayed in Ninevah to teach them about God and His commands, or what!

But maybe it’s that way so we think and use our imagination. Maybe it’s so we pause and question, “What would I do if I was Jonah?” Maybe it’s that way because the story of how Jonah acted and how God responded to him is more important than what happened to Jonah after. Maybe the point of this tale is grace: God’s grace towards the Ninevites and Jonah, and the grace Jonah (and we) should have towards even horrible heathens.

I don’t know. But I do know this: from now on, I’ve got more things to connect with the book of Jonah than a man disobeying, getting swallowed by a whale, being upset when an entire city wasn’t destroyed, and crying over a dead plant. 🙂 Like I mentioned at my small-group gathering, there’s so many stories/passages in the Bible that we’ve heard over and over, and yet, when we take the time to read them again and look, we can find something we haven’t noticed before or can think of it a different way than we usually do. We can never know the Bible–or Jesus–too well.

		
Julie

Julie

Hi, I'm Julie, a 16-year-old lover of books, music, and Jesus. I'm a junior in high school (Abeka Academy) and have been blogging for two years. I also co-publish a digital magazine called Priceless geared toward teen girls. My desire is to use my words to glorify my Saviour and to encourage you in your walk with God. I'd love to hear from you!

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